hmm

Of all the friends I've had, and all the new ones I just met, it is nice to have them, friends, that is.
But where is the limit of putting to muh faith in someone else and being your own person?
gotta get out of this womb and into life, but I am scared, i think we all are a little...

gotta jump gotta jump gotta jump

dont catch me, i gotta hit the ground!

*drip drip drip*

Each droplet holding within it pure energy, cleansing this tired old body, I feel so old, how did it all happen? more drips, washing off the dirt and grim I've collected along the way. The hot water hitting the cold air, steam rises up, opening my pores and my body to the cleansing heat. Its just a shower
just a shower...

A couple of minutes and I feel refreashed, a new person, someone more hopful, not wanting to go back to the cold world outside this cocoon of heat...

I must, not just for the better of myself, but to share the word, there is hope...you just have to find, and it won't find you, at least not in my experance...and it doesn't have to be anything that means anything to anyone else, you, yourself put meaning to everything around you...


Everything you seek, is inside yourself :]

-though this battle still rages on inside his head-

dots

Saw emily at the store, was a nice bit of my day, not to say my day was bad, but i must say, seeing people i know and actually talking to them does make me feel apart of something....

FUUUU

i have no idea how the fuck to add ppl....goddamn >_>;;;


also

happy thanksgiving everyone...-cheers-!


im dwinking :3

reality

People are on this planet, we have some sences which we use everyday. Most people can hear, smell, see, talk, and feel. With these we can get a perspective of the area around us. But how can we tell if our bodies are lying to us? We can go to the doctors and change the chemicals in our bodies, or get parts of our bodies running again with replacments or supplements; we can see if others are feeling this way, or arn't feeling this way, but I doubt we can ever be really sure, there will always be that doubt, at least in my mind.

Ah the mind, our computers running fine, reality is what you make of it. We may be on a hill, sitting in the grass, sniffing at the cool breeze and watching the clouds go by. To others we may be sleeping...


ill add more to this...mabye......